So, I have been feeling REALLY depressed for awhile and feel sometimes life is not worth living. I don't want to die because I don't want to hurt the ones I love, but I burst into crying sometimes for noo reason at all! Even at the slightest thing, I think of something depressing and break into tears. I feel like there's nothing I can do. I don't really want to tell my mom because she doesn't believe I can have any type of depression since it 'probably' doesn't run in the family. Even though my mom has gone through a lot and smokes and drinks her way out of her problems. Is there any way I can chat with a therapist or somebody online for free to know if I should really get this checked out? I don't want to waste my money on something that might not even be that serious. Thanks a lot