If you have a personal phone call this number: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
If not try talking to a friend, family member, or other relative about how you feel. Trust me, they will be more than happy to help you like I did. I'm 14 and I myself am going through emotional strain. It's tough but you won't always be angry. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I hope you feel better.
-Anthony