12 mths and not a single visit to an mp

[Jedi Knight]

12months
I have a hard time not going within 12 hrs

 

[black keys x]

I find it amazing you have stopped so long. A month is mostly all I ever seem to make it to. Whenever I do get longer I seem to go on a tear and get two a week for a few weeks on end.

Lucky I am down to one or two a month but the urge to quit is there. Its amazing this could really be considered an addicition like gambling or drugs.

Thats excellent you have quit for a year but beware one step off the wagon and you'll be back the way you were in no time.

I bet your not alone in the quest to be MPA free.

 

[Mr.CeeCee Flash]

I went for 4 months earlier this year due to personal matters ... I just wasn't in the mood and was quite busy over that period of time. When I felt the urge, that urge wasn't the same as before as now I was questioning instead of fulfilling it.

Funny thing was I booked with a regular who I had not seen for a period of time and she told me she was booked at the time the day before, which was kind of strange given I know how she operates. This was early in the morning and the urge subsided until later in the evening when I felt it again and I decided to give it another go. Luckily, I called another who was more busier than the first with an hours notice and got an appointment.

My session was very hot and we did not skip a beat from where we left off, my first choice would have brought more conversation and questions that I do not wish to answer but this choice was more accepting and took my brief answers to her short question in stride.

While driving home I myself questioned this urge ... for sessions, for massageplanet.net, for Reviews, etc. I realized that I had changed and view much of this under a different set of eyes.

As to frequency ... somedays yes and other days no ... it is what I choose but there is no driving urge.

As to reviews, I wasn't in the mood for more than a few weeks and to be honest didn't really feel like writing given other factors but realized that a vision I had before was more obtainable without certain members taken out of the equation and worked on that.

As to sessions, I take a different approach.

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