a couple of things ...

[tommie]

Hi everyone!!

I was basically wondering why nothing seems to work for me (not that you can tell me that ... but yeah ...)

I have mild to moderate depression, dyslexia and possible ADD or ADHD, bowel problems, hormonal issues, knees and ankle problems (horse riding really don't help the knees! but hey!)

I do Reiki, and yes very effective and calming, but not always the easiest thing to do - for instance if you are at work (when I am working I work with horses so am always busy ... mucking out, teaching, in a lecture taking notes etc etc). Also I can't sit and stay still for very long ... and I can't stay focused. But I do self-treat nearly every night.

I had a colour light treatment for my hormones a few years ago, and that worked a treat ... however I'd been told that I'd need one every three days for the rest of my life pretty much (expensive much?)- and after forgetting to make an appointment - hit a brick wall and refused to go through that again ...

I like Holographic Repatterning, or whatever its called now - and did a lot on myself when I was younger - again works a treat and then I hit a brick wall making me feel worse than before.

I had amatsu the other day and thoroughly enjoyed it! It hasn't really done much for me - except that I am now finding it easier not to smoke - and in fact, can't smoke.

I'd like to think I have a healthy diet, but I know that I could probably do more exercise! I'm sure I've tried more therapies ... and now I just sound whine-y and complain-y but I really want to get this all sorted, without having to take time out of work or spending large amounts of money on therapies that I have to do every day/week/month/year for the rest of my life and I really don't want to have to rely on pills for the rest of my life either (so homoeopathy is out - well long-term anyway)...

Am I being difficult and whine-y? Oh yes!! But I really want all of this sorted! There surely must be a way?

Thanks for any replies I get!
Peace
Vicki_Vicx

 

[iojhyt675]

Hi Vicki - sorry to hear you have so many issues and, despite trying many things, you have only got temporary relief for most.

Many years ago, I was "introduced" to the concept of the usefulness of an ailment. It was initially through an issue with a patient (when I was nursing) but I have since used it to look at a couple of ailments I had myself.

Basically, sometimes an illness enables things to happen or not happen in your life. This can be that you can't (don't have to attempt) a certain thing because the illness prevents you, it can be what it allows you to do or it can be how it affects the way other people treat you.

My original patient became very depressed that we had successfully treated an issue that, after over 30 years of being the mainstay and do'er in the family, had given her a time where others looked after her and she was feeling appreciated and cared for instead of being the one on the giving / doing side all the time. The consequences of not being treated (losing her leg) were high and logically and consciously she knew that but it didn't stop her feelings of almost resentment that she would be losing her temporary change of status.

In my readings about such things I read the following advice.

List your ailment(s).
For each one, make a column where you note down the following:

What does having x stop me doing
What does having x enable me to do
If x wasn't a part of my life - how would my life be / change?

Those questions often trigger many others but its a starting point.

Please don't think I am dismissing your illnesses but I have seen the value of this both professionally and personally - so thought it was worth a mention in case it would help you.

Good luck

Celia

 

[Curtis Salad]

Hi Vicki
You say you "hit a brick wall" with all homeopathy and therapies etc. You will, because all therapies, techniques, medicines are like patching up, it will tear somewhere else...At least that is what I found out Reiki, Omni, EFT yes, they all work a treat but they are limited. Healers get very defensive about it but that is true. Yes energy shifts, and as a result a few changes small and big can happen but They cannot transform the person Who is experiencing all those issues, diseses etc. The root remains untouched.
The stagnant energy is so massive any amount of healing, Reiki or even stronger healings only dig so deep.
Then the brick wall! Relax and see that this is a significant development in your journey and keep your intention to become Whole rather than just keep healing. You are always being guided by divine intelligence
You said that it helped you with smoking, so focus on what it has done. As I said it can and does help but it sounds as if you are getting fed up of the dysfunction of body mind and life in general and all the effort it takes You will find that help was nearer than you thought. You are welcome to PM me if you wish to go beyond effort and dysfunction.
Ruby

 

[llpvmlwm]

I agree with Jnani.

When you are sick of being sick, that's when change occur.

Best Wishes

RP

 

[Gillenador]

As RP and I were discussing the other day, first you have to deal with the toxic state.

It's actually easy to overlook our main source of toxins - our own metabolism. To deal with that means sound patterns of rest and recovery. So many people agree that exhaustion is part of their problem, but then say but they haven't got time to take the necessary recovery, well, you can't change the laws of physics - if exhaustion is the problem the only person who can help you is you.

And most exhausted people I meet are also dehydrated, that's easy to fix.

Then there are specific toxins, heavy metals could account for a lot of what you're going through, and the sense of stuckness that comes with it. If you have any metal fillings in your mouth then get them out without undue delay, especially any really old ones. They may not be leaking now, but if they start they will only add to your problems, it can take years to identifiy this as the source of the problem. Moreover, if this is the problem then NOTHING else will fix it, I've sent several non-responding cases to get this done and they've all benefitted, usually within a few weeks they start to feel a lot better.

Of course, you won't benefit from filling replacement if you are receiving vaccinations. Many of us will argue the merits or otherwise of jabs, it is still an injection of poisons INTENDED to irritate the immune system, nobody can argue with that fact. When they stopped putting mercury in jabs they replaced it with aluminium, which is just as bad, we don't need aluminium in our blood.

Lastly, as well as clean air, farms are also places to find agrochemicals galore. I have one patient with MS who thinks it may have started due to riding horses by freshly sprayed fields.

But really this is just a first guess. Trouble is you've been from therapy to therapy, so unless the cause is still present you ought to be getting better. But if something in your environment is still feeding the situation, then you need to nail it.

Best wishes.