Im so shocked to come up here and see this today lol.
Someone texted me that he was sad over my "heartbreaking" post.
I see now why that mean guy used to say he thought I looked for sympathy.
I hope you guys wont take my recent posts as heartbreaking ... I dont think I can be kicked out for being 2 months behind...its the three month looming ahead that makes me worry.
Heartbreaking is the homeless mother on my street... the situation in Haiti...kidnapping, rape, starvation.
This is just a glitch on my radar.
That being said, I have to address something once again.
Ive had an influx of people up here who are not actually a part of this website trying to see me. When I politely decline, they become angry and defensive.
Some say "my friend on that site gave me your number" yet they wont provide the name of the friend.
Judging by the emails I have gotten and texts on my phone from people I do not know, I see they have an attitude of "Get her while shes down".
As scared and lost as I feel right now, it wont work.
I have my reasons for not seeing anybody new at this point, PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS gentleman and stop being so nasty in your texts.
Just because Im down and out right now does not mean Im going to act rashly and make unwise decisions.
If you are a known and trusted member of this site, I will see you but if you are not, I simply wont. Its not you, its me.
Last of all, though I appreciate any offers of help, I would never EVER take money from anyone that I have not worked for. Im not someone to take advantage of anyone, ever....which is why I ask you this:
If you are coming to see me, please dont throw it in my face and say "see I came to help when you needed it". I am WORKING and EARNING what I make. Its not easy, however much I love it.
Thanks guys