I wake up achey breaky from the damn wii fit. Contemplating the gym, I decide despite my pain, I will go run and decide to check the board first, which I never do until later in the day. Eyebrows lifting in surprise, I read some very intelligent suggestions and also cant believe you guys would offer them. Nobody has hated or been mean or cruel lol, thats a nice change!
You guys may wonder why I write about such off topic things here and I have finally realized why I do it. You are my only social connection to the world.
Day in and day out, its about the kids, the dogs and work. Im getting weary of the drudgery and stress of constant worry about how I will pay this and that. I woke up today after much contemplation and realized, its only money. Its only things. So my kid doesnt have the uggs she wants yet, it will happen, just not yet. Its only money.
I dont know how you gentlemen do it and it grieves me that we, at times, argue about prices. How you all have a limited paycheck and pay taxes and everything that goes with having wives and kids I just dont know!!! People think we make money, but when we do things right, like keeping a seperate apartment, keeping good quality supplies and all the bills that go with these things and physical upkeep, we end up with nothing in the end.... unless you are a 20 year old with no responsabilities other than yourself you arent going to be rich, and I decided to do this at a much later age than most.
Lurker- you are correct. In October of last year, I offered fs for 2 weeks. Then again in february for 1 week. Other than that, its not been offered. I didnt mean to suggest I havent slept with a man per se, I mean that I havent had a date or been kissed or had sex with a man who really wanted me for me since June of 08.
I dont even think Im "gay". I think Im just tired. Being with a man since I was 15 who took me to another country and abused me terribly for 13 years has kind of put me off of men and no matter how I try, I cant help but think a woman would be much easier to be myself with. On the other hand, I dont think I can give up pinga because I hate toys and lets face it, there is nothing like a nice thick pinga slamming into you!
Id like to try a relationship with a woman though and if I need cock, well, Im sure this site is the easy answer