BK005
Well-Known Member
Writing this post after almost 3 month of hiatus which i have imposed on self after experiencing almost everything what this world has to offer. So writing my experience, may be of some help to fellow brothers
It all started in the phase where a vaccum was created in life and suddenly this world become the only thing fulfilling that vaccum and as with any other addiction this world has its own occupational Hazzard. I can say i have experienced them all. Went crazy for one specific girl and she has tested me at every single level of patience, love, ghosting, spending and because of her i tried almost all the places in NM to just find a replacement for her. But as some of our fellow brothers have felt wo ek to hoti he hai jiska replacement kabhi nahi mil pata....
Nd then just to keep my on sanity live i stopped visiting this world. Initial phase it was tough but then it become a routine, now people who know me personally used to ask me ke jaate nahi aajkal and I always use to reply ke I'm over it but actually it was not getting over but more of not able to handle it. Suddenly after months i realized that addiction is not only for lust it is for every human emotion that this bar has to offer. Be it getting that special attention boasting of ego, some small wins, some heartbreaks, some out of reach girls or some special connection. Sab kuch milta hai yahn bus sakoon nahi milta
Nd then when i realised all this i gather the courage to went again to this world but with a clear thought ke use them as a medium to unwind but not get used by them.
To everyone who is getting in new, Bhai logo duniya main isse badda nasha koi nahi hai
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Boss finally did u succeed in getting the baggage off ur shoulder. I tried many trick but it is not working for me.
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