rawsome001
Active Member
Such a loss, no one can imagine the level of pain, sense of loss and guilt all put together, you are carrying. I guess you aren't able to pardon yourself and accuse yourself for what happened. Our minds are made in such a way and no words from people here can sooth the pain. It may be inappropriate for me to suggest anything, but if possible read The Prophet by Khalil Gibran, should help a bit (and in case at all if you wish, please do seek professional help).AlwaysAshwin bro you choose right word for me Paradox.
I don't share with anyone and even That girl only knows that she reminds me of my gf the actual truth I don't share with anyone.
As you all are worried about my mental condition I just want to share a bitter truth about my GF and why I cannot get away from that bar girl ( whose eye remind me of my gf)
Back 15 years ago when my relationship failed with my gf bcoz of religion issue ( which i could solve but didn't tried hard) she got engaged to the boy from her religion.
In between the period of 6 months from her engagement to marriage she committed suicide.
Cannot write more....
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