i have just discovered this forum through a google search, trying to find out more info about help with sciatica. i have been reading for a while, have gone from floods of tears to feeling more hopeful than ever, and then back to tears again. it makes me want to share a little of my story...kind of self-indulgent, but it's been helpful to know i am not alone in all of this...
i 'slipped' the disc between L4&5 about 7 years ago, when i was 23 years old. i grew up doing a lot of gymnastics and dancing and the injury happened during a dance audition. i had a very stiff and sore back for a while, but no leg pain for a while. about 9 months later, i woke up one morning with an achy right leg. the pain went away with ibuprofen, but was around for about 18 months. finally got a referral through GP for an mri, which showed the disc bulge. got some physio and the symptoms went away.
about a year later they were back, although this time with numbness below my knee if i stood up for more than about a minute. got scared, got more physio and another mri. was offered surgery. symptoms went away and i said no thanks.
since then, had a couple of periods of leg pain and bits of physio, but have remained fairly active (although no more gymnastics) and managed to get married, buy a house and get a job etc etc.
in march 2008, i was watching tv, i sneezed, felt a twinge in my lower back and gradually since then, the leg pain has come back, along with loss of sensation in my lower leg and foot. for some reason, the pain is so much worse than ever before. ibuprofen did nothing, diclofenac did nothing, codeine took the edge off initially, but now does nothing other than make me sleepy. amitriptaline knocks me out overnight but does not affect the pain. physio is no longer appropriate as there is nothing i can do that eases the leg pain, or doesn't make it any worse. i have been off work for several weeks...the first period of absence i have had in my working life. i have had to give up all activities that i enjoy, have been walking with crutches for 5 weeks and now can barely walk at all.
i am supposed to be celebrating my 30th birthday in rome in august and really want to be able to enjoy it and at the very least, get there! so i am thinking about a nerve block injection, but would have to get this privately, as there is an 18 week wait for the pain clinic in the area where i live. any advice??
i am due to have a 3rd mri in 2 weeks time and will hopefully still be considered an appropriate candidate for surgery. but now i am worried...is it the right thing to do?? my husband and i desperately want to start a family, but it's impossible right now because of all the painkillers i am taking, and all the pain i am in. does anyone know how long after surgery it would be realistic to start trying for a family??
thanks for reading all this. it has been hugely therapeutic just typing it!
it has been so good to hear other people's success stories...i just wish no one else had to be in this position because it is awful.
wishing you all the best,
jess xx