I had the same issue with Sasha (and a dumb bit of drama on here after) before she became an actual SP. I went because i loved the massage experience even without HE, but there was such openess, I couldn't help but hope. It seemed I was led on to hope intentionally, and I just want to learn from that and not repeat that here if I go back to see her at Exhale. I know there are a lot of guys who can tell that same kind of story with Gloria here.