and in continuation.. another week was spent .. mostly just sleeping, fucking drinking and dancing...
spent quite a bit of it with just one girl.. was put to bed everynight with a blowjob .. and i tried to wake her up everymorning by shoving my dick in her mouth ...
.. got bit pretty hard for that once... one night one of her Reviewiends crashed with us .. didnt matter.. we still fucked while she was lying nxt to us pretending to sleep ! i think i heard her giggle a coupla times too... too bad i couldnt try anything with her .. but this girl i kinda like and she likes me too .. it would just be rude to hit on her Reviewiend while im screwin her !! or even mpter for that matter :/ and im no great stud to be able to get two girls into bed with me without paying them first
ek mil jaati hai kabhi kabhi .. uska hi shukar man leta hoon ..
there was another girl in the middle... a real fun fun thing for me .. met in rockbottom.. i was there with a Reviewiend.. just teh couple of us guys that day .. and this girl i found real cute.. just the type i like... i approached .. said hi .. she straight away rubbed her fingers.. u know the way when u are tryin to say cash .. kitna cash... so i asked her how much.. she said 7.. i said 3 .. she made a face said noo and was gonna walk away ... i said just a quick fuck.. she thot .. looked around here n there and said ok... probably didnt think she would get any other customers that day.. make what she can
and i was drunk as hell... those of you who know me... might know that im a completely different person when drunk.. i get real adventurous
... so now im wondering wher to fuck her as this was completely impromptu... and i didnt get a car... and paying 5k for a room at ramee would be pointless as i only had her for like half an hour... had an idea... ramee has a pool on the rooftop.. ive stayed there a few times so i know.. my Reviewiend had condoms on him... borrowed a couple.. caught the lift.. poor thing thot i was taking her to a room i guess.. i took her straight to 6th floor with teh girl... had to walk up some stairs which were thankfully not locked.... they hv a gym there too.. she was wondering kidhar aa gaye when she saw the pool.. i told her suite room hai
fucked her right there nxt to the pool... open air
no security there .. idiots .. lol
i only hope to god they dont have security cameras there... anyways it was dark enough .. .. in like two minutes when she saw the gym and lack of any beds.. she was like idhar kidhar hai room.... i just laughed.. she didnt really like the idea in teh beginning.. and kept saying aap pagal ho kya ... but she was a few drinks down too i guess.. wouldnt agree to a bj.. i didnt discuss this shit with her earlier downstairs.. but id assumed bj would be involved.. guess teh negotiated rate didnt help matters... anyways hit her doggy .. tryin to grab tits Reviewom behind.. was fun.. she made some appropriate sounds... she was shit scared.. pussy was tight.. i guess a non hooker wouldnt have been as scared as a hooker gets in such situations... it was thrilling tho.. we thot we heard the noise of a door and we got ekdum quiet... she wanted to run away mpter that.. but nothing doing...in a coupla mins she loosened up and i think enjoyed it a bit too... fucked and we left.. as soon as we got down.. alisha ( thats the name she gave me ) took her purse Reviewom teh counter and left home .. lol... poor thing
.. she was scared bout the hotel ppl catching her ..
anyways mpter what turned out to be an extremely long mongering vacation... (met a few ppl Reviewom the board too... real nice meeting you guys!) where some of my family members claim to have forgotten what i look like.. (i havent slept in my own bed in weeks...) and a bit of soul searching.. and me being absolutely disgusted with myself for what ive become.. the way ive behavved with some ppl.. and the way ive let some ppl behave with me .. its time now to focus a bit on work and life in general... to ensure that my whole life does not end up in a hole.. pun intended
also i change my earlier stance... paid sex is better than Reviewee sex... atleast u know those emotions are only temporary and last till the time their account is being recharged with cash or ur balls are dry for the night. its been my experience that a girl will sleep with u for Reviewee either if she is extremely horny.. which is rarely the case.. or if she has some sort of attraction or emotional attachment to you .. which is amplified to the level of their having sex iwth us by how we behave with them or the sweet nothings we tell them.. i sadly have been fucking around with girls who think im moderately cute or wellspoken or whatever but with whom i dont see any future with or have any connection iwth besides ofcourse finding their bodies extremely fuckable... just to get laid u see... so invariably i have to leave them soon enough.. coz we mongers like variety ... and all it results in is ill will in the heart of the girl who loved u earlier... who cared .. (for eg.. this weeks girl was cooking me food ... even had my clothes washed..cancelled a lot of her plans for me .. and i did nothing for her .. except ofcourse fucking her very well to her complete satisfaction .. hehe ) and more often than not many of the girls are real sweethearts whom i feel terrible bout hurting... ofcourse some girls are bitches too ... but im my experience theyve become bitches coz bastards like us have broken them earlier... also when u talk to some of them... u hear their stories.. what they have been thru.. how they have been hurt by the ones they loved and trusted... or how gullible they have been in the past .. it just disquietens the mind.. u begin to feel like u are a part of teh problem and not the solution.. ofcourse its not upon us or our responsibility per se .. but as supposedly good ppl... aaah here im delving into risky territory.. does being a monger preclude us Reviewom being decent human beings.. can both co exist... i see and talk to ppl.. Reviewiends .. fellow mongerers..of ways to trick women into bed... scheming wheelin n dealin... aah well.. i guess its just best to pay and smile to mutual satisfaction and not worry bout the rest.. this is what happens when one mongers too much i guess.. or when the balls are dry and the blood goes to the brain instead of the dick.. brains working too much.. lol
anywyas .. i think im getting an attack of male periods again( occurring more and more Reviewequently nowadays ) .. its a phase where i soul search and my conscience returns Reviewom its vacation to wherever it usually goes.. maybe i will monger again ..when i manage to get this pesky feeling of guilt outta my system
in the meanwhile ive decided to try find myself a nice girlReviewiend ... someone i can show off to the family and my regular Reviewiends also (who have no idea bout the mongering and the rockbottoming and the fuckin around....) and fuck to my hearts content also .. whom i might actually have something with .. maybe a future even.. who knows if i find the right one she will snuff out the monger in me too ..
pray for me