I think Lucky is giving you some good advice here, Wolf.
I think you need to slow down, step back and seriously ask yourself 2 questions.
1) How bad is your relationship with the wifey? If it was already dead, and just waiting to be buried, before you were off to LOS, then don't worry about it. But if you really had any kind of semblance of a decent relationship with her, then you better examine that relationship, what it is worth, and why you were in it in the first place, before doing anything rash!
2) What is your sexual orientation? I don't mean to say that if you have sex with a LB, that then you are gay. Lot of us have, and don't identify ourselves as gay. But it seems like there is a bit of a difference between the odd fling with a LB who, even tho she isn't a real lady, creates a wonderful illusion that we indulge in and enjoy, just as if she really were a girl; there's a large difference between that and actually hooking up with and spending every day in bed with a femininized guy.
In the end, when you have examined yourself, your sexuality, and your relationship with your wife, then perhaps you will find that gay sex with a person who looks and, perhaps, feels like a woman is your thing, is right for you, and is the lifestyle you desire.
But if I were you, I wouldn't be too hasty. You seem to be caught up in the moment of a new and very exciting sexual frontier that you have only just discovered. Wait until the heat has cooled a bit, and you have done some serious thinking about who you are and what you really want out of life before proceeding upon a course of no return!:what: