I really don't think you know what is going on here, you post something to try and embarase me, good luck, I can do that all on my own.
Hurt, you have no conception of hurt, you want to air out personal things I may have told you fine , that is not the high road to me. Hurt, you little man you have no freakin idea what hurt is, well I'll tell you what hurt IS, to have two of the most gorgeous women, that ever walked the earth taken from you by drunk drivers. And then to top that off have a third, your engaged to, to be taken away also. I think of them every fucking day, I have nightmares of Saana every god damn night, laying in a fucking casket. You have no idea what hurt is little man. Half the guys on this board would probably put a desert eagle to their temple and pull the trigger, with what I have been through, so don't even think about telling me about hurt. I am one of the mentally toughest sob's on the planet, so don't even think about lecturing me about hurt and letting go.
As far as lisa, I washed my hands of her a long time ago when I met Saana, and she swept me off my feet.
You are the one who started all the derogatory posts on me, calling me a liar, which I highly take exception to. Like I have stated numerous times I never lie, and only state the facts concerning this thing of ours. Am I an asshole , prick, wiseass, damn skippy I am. I also like to have fun on the board, and enjoy a great comradery with quite a few of the guys, many are personal friends now.
Forgiveness, I only have forgiveness for those who know they did wrong and appologize for their wrong doings. Plain and simple. When I am wrong , and I happens often, I have no problem appologizing. I am straight forward and honest, probably to a fault, and that is what I expect others to be with me. I can't stand liars and decievers, backstabbers, and the like. So if you fall in that category don't fuck with me, I am the elephant that does not forget.
Oh yea one last item,I did not try to get you banned, your on your way to doing that all by your lonesome, with your pompous, arrogant attitude towards others, on this board. So you want betray my trust in you that is fine, I know lots of things about you also, but I am taking the high road on those issues. So just remember, because I certainly will.
I am done with this rant. And Sarunga, you really don't have a clue to what makes me tick.
PS. Instead of putting this shit in open forum, you should have pm'd me, but then again your trying to make me look like the bad guy here, when all I am being is straight forward and honest. Something you have not learned yet, and probably never will. Also remember this I am one of the best ratfuckers on the face of the earth, I don't get mad I get even.