Yeah I stopped with the porn, itโs honestly not realistic for me as I enjoy a gfe more than a pse. Just gonna hobby and if itโs in the cards, find a civilian to have an affair with or a one night stand (hard with covid). I know Iโm a wild card but the more chicks you stick your dick in the more your name rings bells- and I notice. Lol j/k. Itโs just different girls have different social circles.