Hi PeteM01
Thanks for taking the time to read and understand where I am coming from. Im sure the regular long standing forum members have heard it all before, and I sincerely hope I do not come across as "here we go again" they think they have problems. I think I was rapidly growing tired, even depressed of the amount of generally fit and healthy people constantly telling how they understood my pain as they too have bad backs. My understanding (mainly due to the levels of pain and medical advice) is that the types of conditions on this forum and cauda equina problems in particular are not your bog standard every day run of the mill bad back issues?
This is genuinely the first time in 20 years I have felt I am talking to others who understand. Understand what itโs like being unable to put your own socks on without lying sideways on a bed. Understand not being able to tilt your neck in a shower to wash your hair without shooting pains that make you grit your teeth. Understand the embarrassing need of a grown man having to ask a neighbour to help lift him out of his car almost in tears due to the pain on a return trip from work.I wont even go into the effects and limitations it imposes on a persons sex life. I could go on, but you will mostly all know exactly what I am talking about. I thank the respondents and forum members again for the great advice offered thus far.
As I have stated not all of the advice is paying off though e.g. the expensive unaffordable operation. As amazing a fix as that may be, it might as well be offered on Mars, with my salary. But Maz, I thank you all the same. Hope and advice keeps myself and other forums members aware and informed of other possible avenues to look into, and we new members can ask no more.
PeteM...I have recently acquired an inversion table, but have been waiting until my back is up to the heavy assembly task it will involve. Soon - I hope.
I take on board what you say about the jogging and will generally heed your informed advice. I do intend to continue with some short light running - no hills, no real distances - as I have found it helps tremendously in other ways, mentally to strengthen my inner resilience whilst helping me focus against becoming little more then wheelchair bound at the age of 42.
My brother often says to me whenever I plan such fitness challenges, that I must be mad to want to do anything other than rest. Believe me though, I rest whenever and as much as I possible can because of this often debilitating condition. But I also refuse to be beaten by it as well. I was actually a fitness instructor for two years when this first occurred 20 years ago. I thought then that a quick operation with high success rates would be offered and was inevitable. I also thought with the right approach it could heal itself completely, like a skin cut you may pick up in the garden. Unfortunately this simply doesnโt happen with our backs. It takes a lot of research and filtering, to find the best personal approach to your own condition -funding or no funding as it may be the case. The worst aspect (apart from the disabling pain) about this condition and other back problems is the masses of false leads you come across and follow on your own quest to get a resolution. The best move Iโve made recently, is to join this forum.
I will continue with the Pilates, back support, volterol, diclofenix, co-dydramol and diazepam when I have to, but will remain open minded to new possibilities and advice, and I suggest others in my situation do the same.
I will try out my new inversion table shortly and I will keep trying to avoid the things that send me into a relapse. Holidays appear out though as last time I went abroad lifting a suitcase was the catalyst it needed to put me flat on my back in agony again. This condition can truly become a minefield of information that we have to tread very carefully and treat with masses of respect. I will certainly never be taking my back for granted again thatโs for sure, and I will stick to my limits when it comes to lifes little tasks, until I hopefully find a practical, affordable permanent fix.