I've done some reflecting and have decided to retire from the hobby. The primary reason being how serious my current relationship is getting. I don't really have any issues with married folk partaking in the hobby (I'm sure the majority here are) but I'm certainly having trouble reconciling the feelings myself as of late. Lately I've also not been enjoying the actual experience itself and find myself more fixated on the chase, and often feeling quite empty (both figuratively and literally, haha) at the end. Perhaps its a bout of untreated depression or work stress but this hobby isnt giving me the joy I think it would or has in the past. It also becomes hella expensive.
Lots of good memories were had and while I obviously havent met any of you in real life, I would consider a lot of you horndogs as internet friends. Maybe I will return when I'm an old man with too much time and money on my hands but I will say good bye for now. I wont be posting reviews but maybe ill occasionally wander over here just out of old habit.
Anyways, maybe we can make this a discussion thread on those that are currently in relationships and partaking, how you reconcile those feelings - and yes bigbill, we get that you have an awesome open relationship where your partner lets you partake haha. The reality is not all of us are in a situation like that.
My most memorable:
- Vivian greeting me in a hot office lady outfit and blowing me while I was face down.
- Sunny presenting a condom when I flipped over and asked if I wanted to fuck
- Chastity putting her bare boob in my palm out of the blue when I was still face down
- Seeing Maggie walk into comfort oasis and my jaw dropping seeing that ass in lululemons
- Lara getting up close to my penis and telling me to cum
- Smashing Cindy
- Lots of comfort oasis moments. Too many to count.
- Molly going to town on my ass. That ass too. Wow.
- Heather sunshine blew me in my car at the ymca parking lot. A milf parked 5 spots down and watched
- Original Suki greeting me in a flight attendant uniform. She still gives the best massage and FS combo to this day. Hope retirement is treating her well. Definitely my #1 ATF.
- Cicis back walking.
- Seeing Robyns tits for the first time.
- Angelas tits and body. It will be top 3 forever. Her boobs are almost anime esque relative to her body.
- Aleahs tits
- Taz' tits but lacklustre massage. It was also -40 that day.
- Korean Eva at oriental pearl spa in hollyrood. Gigantic tits. Remember it was a dark AMP and I felt sketched out.
- Getting the courage to walk down the stairs to 99st massage. Saw Kimmi. It was ok.
- Going to a place in Hong Kong where I was brought into a room, a lady coming in to ask me what type of girl I wanted, and being walked to a connected hotel where she fucked me. I was probably 22. Cant believe I did that to the point it felt like a fever dream.
- its funny because I've been to the micros probably at least 50 times but no experiences were memorable tbh.
- and lastly, the whole ritual of going to the ATM, taking out cash, and the nerves/thrill of parking and getting out of the car to the establishment discretely as possible will be something never forgotten.
And no, plz dont PM me about the above. Most are retired anyways. And if they arent, just go try for yourselves. The uncertainty is half the fun imo.