I live in the city, shit bird. That's the antithesis of what you're rambling on about. You're out there in the boonies trying to hitchhike your way into town, begging girls to see your wrinkled ass. Big difference.
Again, your jokes are as old as you so no one understands your point. Things are starting to make sense now about you being off your meds. In your mind you think you have an audience and that's the typical symptom of schizoid personality disorder. Tell the doc to run shock therapy at full blast next time to end what's left in your brain and flat line it.