Deyannis
Active Member
Have you ever heard of the saying " The happiest people are those who knows how to make the best out of what they have." ?
just look at it this way from positive point of view. You can easily get deep throat service from almost every girl. Nothing wrong with that. I have seen girls turned away some customers bcuz they were so big. You will never have that problem my friend.
You know what's really surprising me here? The kind and genuinely well intentioned responses to my post that I have read. My initial post is 100% true. All true. What I do agree with entirely from one response is that I needed to be content with what I have and not worry about it. I now wear and consciously select fashion that looks good on me instead of trying to hide my small size.
And while part of my post is certainly misogynist, that's only because of the phrasing which I used for simplicity sake. Now I do look at what women "have" to show for themselves (from age 25 to 55) and I see things differently now. I see they are .... just people. In some ways, some are more "man-like" than other men (in that they lack compassion and deep thinking when it's needed). On a side note here, I was molested often by my own dad, and I just don't think he appreciated what he was doing to me (mental illness). I really think it stymied my growth. Then, in high school, I was bullied in the change room over my small size. So it's little wonder I allow myself to believe that what I experience with women in the spa is love and affection. In some instances, just for that hour or what have ya, I think it is. As pathetic as I am as human being in some ways (obviously) I only feel really sad by not having had the chance to be a parent to kids I would have loved appropriately with all of my being. Some days I think "maybe I'll just get cancer and be done here". But the truth is, I do matter to some people and I do love my life for the most part.