Thank you, Peace. I apologize in advance for the Bad Attitude I'm about to unleash.
I'm having a moment of absolute pure frustration right now, because I got on the scale this morning and I've gained a pound since yesterday. I'm not sure why I'm finding this particular pound so infuriating, weight fluctuates all the time and it's perfectly normal...I know this because the last time I lost weight I weighed myself rather obsessively, something I'm trying not to do this time because it just doesn't seem mentally-healthy. Once a day is plenty.
I'm resisting the urge to go the All-Chocolate Diet, which works by making me sick. Diet pills are tempting but I don't trust the OTC ones and no doctor is gonna prescribe anything, I'm not heavy enough for that. There's a little voice in the back of my head suggesting a pack of Newports would be helpful but I'm trying to ignore it.
Normally I'd be done at the gym by now, but after the scale this morning my Hissy Fit and I decided it's a complete waste of time and we're not gonna do that anymore. Which is beyond Stupid, I know. The elliptical really does help my hip, and I want to try the captain's chair for abs...I'd like to keep the 6pack ready just in case I ever lose enough flab for it to show.
pfffft....like that's ever gonna happen. :roll: omg, I'm so discouraged right now.