How Do I Release Repressed Anger?

[cadoavo]

My pleasure.

Received parts one and two....well done!!

They are brilliant...love the format you've taken...keep going, the anger is just about coming through...you can do this Queensmeadgirl!!!
Lets really hear it eh!!

 

[what123]

Thanks!! I am a bit miffed as I did write out the swear words in their full glory and it enjoyed every second but somehow they have been made decent with asterisks!! Must be something on the site that does that,,,

 

[DSH]

Well, you can always use mye-mail insteadand then all those wonderful swear words wll remain in all their fullglory!!

Keep me posted and there is no need to keep your'letters' so polite!!!
I've heard far worse from those teenage boys I used to work with, soI expect you can do just as well as you enjoy every second!

 

[never_say_never]

haha!! I didn't know they were polite! Are they polite??? Can you PM me an example of something like you have read or heard from the teenage boys to loosen me up a bit then and give me confidence to get REALLY BAD???

 

[jmelzled]

Good morning Qmg.

How are you doing this fine day? I had a good 'teenage' laugh over parts 3 & 4!! Ooooooh, you are naughty!! Love it!!!
Can't wait to see what comes up next!!

I will try a remember an incident and PM you with it.......those boys nearly always peppered their speech with the best of the worst swear words....plus gestures!!
I did have some truly wonderful conversations with a few of them though...usually the worst abuse cases....and their insights were remarkable and humbling. There was nothing 'bad' about any of those boys, and there were over 70 of them, except just one who did give me the creeps big time....I do feel that he was, and probably still is, a very dangerous character; his eyes were horrible in his sweet and smiling face.
All those boys wanted was to be able to express themselves in a safe space and to be acknowledged, and as soon as they'd been 'heard' they calmed down and became 'normal'.....whatever that is!

I learnt sooooo much in that school.
I'll PM you as soon as something relevant comes up.

I did havea 'ping' moment last night which I'll share with you.
Teenagers bedrooms.....aren't they the pits! [:'(]And to try to get them to tidy up is a nightmare isn't it! (I survived 4 teenagers).
Now, the 'ping' moment......maybe you are letting your house become messy, like a teenager's room, as this is your way of putting 2 fingers up to your Mother??? This is how you can rebel against her and express yourself, even though the real you doesn't like it.
Does it ring a bell within you Qmg????

I'm enjoying hanging out together!

 

[Sheedz]

yes your PINTG definitinely PINGS with me!!

It's funny. the state of my teenage bedroom was going through my mind during some of my postings but I never mention it.

It DID get into an absolute tip - the only messy room in the house which was always totally neat and clean. One of my nice aunties sometimes used to clean itup for me when I was at school and my mother used to say 'she's a big girl let her do it herself why should you clean up after her?' and my aunty used to say 'no it's alright I don't mind!'

I loved it because I could tell my mum was really embarassed that someone form 'outside' knew that this pigsty existed so to be honest I didnt bother tidying up that much!!

I've just had another thought.

When I was about 11 I was crazy over the BaY City Rollers. I had my bedroom walls litterally plastered all over with posters.

One day I came in from school and someone had taken them all down. I don't even remember seeingthem in a pile saved for anywhere. They had just gone. I was totally devastated. There was no reason. No one was decorating. No one had mentioned it or consulted me, just went and did it. As I write this I'm getting really mad and furious!!

Another incident: when I was young I was crazy about Bunty comic. I used to buy it from my pocket money every week and sit and read every page. I loved it. I saved a nice big pile of them for ages in a drawer. I came home one day and they had gone. Thrown away. I was so upset and angry.

And also when I was young I had a dolls house which I loved. I was always playing with it. As I grew older I played with it less but obviuosly I still loved having it. I came home and...you've guessed it...my mother had given it away. No consultig with me . She had given it to one of my little cousins because she thought I was too old for it now and didn't play with it anyway.

Each of these times I was totally gutted. This lack of respect and courtesy and not considering my feelings or my opinion in anyway just summs it all up.

Often I have had dreams where I go into my childhood bedroom, all excited that I am getting back into my childs single bed where I did feel safe and secure and I am gutted to see someone else is sleeping in there.Usually one of my younger cousins. It's that same feeling of being gutted that someone has been given what is mine with niether a word nor a care about how I feel. I also think it's to do with feeling that these younger cousins usurped my place in my mothers affections, not just usurped my posotion in my bed.

I think you may be getting a VERY ANGRY message later on!!!
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xx

 

[PE2008]

Bring it on!!!!!
Make sure its naughty as well as very angry!!! [sm=angry-smiley-030.gif]

Glad the ping pinged with you.

What s**t's, taking down your precious posters: throwing out your comics and giving away your dolls house!
It's the absolute pits isn't it!!! B*****d's!!!
Dead minging!!
Cooooo! makes you want to throw something precious of theirs away doesn't it, just to see how they feel and react eh!
Yeah!!! What can we throw away then?????
I know us 'teenagers' have volitile feelings what wiv all them hormones and whatnot, but get real, these feelings do exist and they are the pits too aren't they! Who said it's easy being a teenager??? Idiots!!!! What do they know????

Think I'll go and bash a cushion!! [sm=devil-smiley-002.gif] Yeah!!

 

[Jane Doe]

funny you should say that!! am cooking up revenge as I type. god it's good! I wish I could physcailly go back and do it in real life but I guess this is the nearest best thing.

My mother had a glass cabinet full of her best china. Country rose it was called. you had tobe careful just walking past it because it always rattled and sounded like the shelves were going to collapse and smash the chine to bits!!!!

Not only that, on top o fthe cabinet was two fairly large statues...one of Jesus and one of Mary...I know,,, it was like some sort of alter...

Anyway Sarah, one day (this is true by the way) I accidentally knocked Jesus' head off!!! I was mortified!! What could be worse!! I panciked and then camp with a solution - I stuck it back on with bubble gum!!I can't remember if she ever found out,.s he must have done but acan't remember any backlash...unless a miracle happened and he healed himself of course!!!

 

[nnvavudv]

Cool!!
You're sure making headway aren't you!!! You sure are altering things within you!!

Looking forward to see what's cooking up next, and god is good indeed.

Yeah..go girl! You are are healing yourself good.

Want to hear some jokes????

What do you call a Chave in a box?
Init!

What do you call a fat Chave in a box?
Init just!

What do you call a Chave in a filing cabinet?
Sorted!

 

[Ari]

Try working out using a punching bag. It is very effective in releasing pent up rage.