Believe me, I know her whereabout every minute. She went back to china for holiday these two weeks and she messaged me when she reached there to give me her local phone numbers.
I believe only one hand is clapping at the moment but I think she is beginning to treat me differently than before especially after our holiday together. I gave her 5 star treatment and 5 star holiday. We are also planning a few more holidays together in the next few weeks and months. I don't know where it will lead to and that Reviewustrates me. I have family and kids and I love them. At the same time, I have feeling for another girl. If I can kill this feeling, I probably would, but I kinda enjoying this feeling and the time spent together.
We definitely have no future together but every second spent together is sweet memory to me.